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A cobbled footbridge strewn with wet autumn leaves leads between stone railings and glowing street lamps toward an ornate old building at night, framed by dark trees
Short story

My Funeral Observed

2 min read

They didn’t play the Metallica song I asked for.

This was all Melanie Baskervilla could think as she stood in line behind her mother at her own funeral.

The service had been nice. Too nice. Melanie thought something got caught in her eyes about halfway through. Not tears of course. Maybe dust. As the line shortened and she approached the casket, she wondered whether the same dust from the sanctuary had found her eyes again.

But no one else had seemed to get dust in their eyes. Not even her stone silent mother. She was next in line now, her thin and elegant step approaching the polished red casket - which was supposed to be black- and moving much too quickly past to the cheese and crackers in the adjacent room.

Melanie, or Meanie, as the rest of her family called her, had been to enough viewings to know something was off. She’d been to some for her family, but more for strangers.

She’d never seen someone pass by so fast.

She was next in line and tried to quicken her pace. If her own mother could move past that quickly, surely she could manage. But it was no use. As soon as she saw the face, she froze.

They’d given her makeup. Not the eyeliner and black lipstick Meanie usually sported, but blush and mascara and…

The dust was definitely from this exact spot. The face Meanie had looked at her whole life blurred as she furiously blinked her eyes, trying not to ruin the terrible attempt at eyeshadow she had put on herself that morning. You’d think that after two weeks she’d have figured out how to put pink powder on her eyeballs.

Heavy hands descended upon her shoulders. Her brother was behind her. He lightly squeezed his gloved fingers as he stood next to her, both of them looking at the face together. Meanie broke her eye contact with the corpse, shrugged off his grasp, and made the lead in her shoes shuffle across the green and red threaded carpet to follow her mother.

It was supposed to be her, Melanie, in that casket. She wasn’t supposed to have looked so much like… who she actually was. It wasn’t supposed to look so much like her sister.

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An open book rests on a polished wooden window seat beside a paneled shutter, below a tall many-paned window looking out on green and copper-leaved trees
Poem

4 min read

A Letter to a Writer in Waiting:

Well, hello there!Or maybe a hullo! would be a little more welcoming at the moment.I see you have a couple stories bouncing around that old noggin’ of yours.And only a couple of them have made it to the page.They’re bursting amidst your memory neurons like bloated fireworks,because you feel like they’d starve if you wrote them on stickies.The one you wrote, the one you fed on midnight revelations and famed rambling placations.That one, the first child, who took your pen for more years than the main character spentrunning around, getting into trouble, and finding themselves.You packed it up, made its lunch, sent it off to its first day in the wide world, and then…You waited.You didn’t realize the waiting would be so long.Certainly it meant each word, each chapter, was being held with the same care with whichyou’d placed them upon their page, and ripped them up, and wrote them again.Or, it could be sitting on timeout amongst a stack of its peers, collecting dust.

Well, they probably cared, they likely read each and every word,but you received returned your child long awaited only to hear the news that:There was no news.It flopped.

In all the adventures it doesn’t happen like this.Hearing a knock, but encountering lostness just after stepping out the door.Usually the adventurer has a dragon they must vanquish,and dragons tend to make their whereabouts all to obvious.But, what if everyone is trying to conquer dragons, all at once?What if they’ve been at it for years, and years, and years?What if… what if there isn’t one left for you?So you thought you’d heard a knock at the door.You left your home unguarded,sent yourself on a quest unbidden,and blamed the wind that fooled you with the branch upon your eave,for the bruise you acquired just ten steps upon the pathto the mountains you’ve only ever heard of-but never seen.Usually an adventurer is called.Were you?

Hullo!Of course you were.I don’t mean to be so short, but the reality is, there is only one of you, none more.*The way you see the world.The hope you’ve held onto in your own dark times.The stories you have to tell, the real ones just as much as the tales and lore.Well, frankly, if you don’t tell them, no one can.So please don’t mistake a ‘no’ for a ‘please don’t try.’When it really is a fall, after a first attempt at flight!They say flight can only be made possible with the passage of time.And so perhaps your fireworks just need a little more trainingon how best to take to the skies!Or maybe people need special glasses, or a particular understanding of your kind of fireworksto see them at their height.Not everyone is a chemist, you know.Actually, now that I think about it, most people aren’t chemists.So maybe your dragon is simply writing until someone-someone just right, who can see the light in your words comes along!

You know, I’ve met a few adventurers along this path before you.I bet if you peer, you could see their footprints just beyond your own.Along the path ahead of you, as they looked for dragons to conquerand places their little stories could call home.Maybe if you mirror them, if you just take another step somewhat like their ownYou’ll find yourself somewhereSomewhere beyond where you are sitting like a stone.

Well, the morning is waning on, and I must get back to my desk,It looks like you are itching to get on anyway, friend!Must have been talking your ear off, my apologies,But before you’re off, would you take this pack of scribblings of mine, and give him a read,if you have the time?He’s not much, but I made him lunch!

*If there happens to be more than one you, disregard this argument. I do not doubt that writings from a clone would be quite enjoyable and therefore I do not expect you to need further encouragement. Regardless, see “nurture over nature” for additional thoughts on your inherent uniqueness (and therefore necessity to write!).

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A man in a hat and a small blond girl crouch in tall grass at night, watching two glowing white horses graze beneath a full moon and desert buttes
Short story

Moon Gold and Silver Horses

5 min read

The moon peaked through the clouds in broken whispers. The only noise was the hsssh hssh of the dry field bending under the path of the soft wind. It always started that way. Yet, each time, the moonlight bouncing off the grass, the almost dry sparkle of the air, these moments just before the arrival of the beasts, they made Kiedreth’s mouth dry and the spaces between his bones shiver. He spat out the piece of the dried grass between his teeth onto the cracked ground. It landed next to the little girl. Her grip on his trousers shifted but she didn’t flinch. The child wasn’t much taller than his knee. Kiedreth deepened his grimace. His mouth felt even dryer without the grass to chew, but he didn’t want to break what was left of his teeth.

“Whensit goingta get to gettin?” whispered the scratchy voice below and ahead of him. “My knees are startin ta talk up somethin fierce.”

“Shet yer mouth,” was the only response he got from the others.

“You better hope you got this right,” a half hearted threat at Keidreth, as if they hadn’t harvested twice already under his guidance.

He kept his quiet, not that he spoke much otherwise. In fact, of the thirteen of them, Kiedreth kept his lips on the tightest bit. When they said it reflected poorly on his enthusiasm as part of their job, he didn’t offer any counter. Kiedreth may be a thief and an outlaw, but he wasn’t a liar. That’s why he wasn’t going to say outright where he had taken his brother’s daughter that night, provided anyone asked.

Mutters traveled from the girl to Kiedreth. He leaned down, hands in the pockets of his ripped overalls, to hear her.

“I think I see one Uncle Kay,” were the words on the breath of the blond girl.

“Whet was that? Spek up girl!” shouted the other man at Kiedreth’s niece.

He stared at him something fierce.

There was a final break in the clouds and the full force of the moon poured upon the grass filled valley. That’s when they arrived.

Silver horses. Materializing in the mix of moon and starlight until the pale flanks and white manes lost their ghost-like qualities and challenged Kiedreth’s stifled wonder again with their reality. The little girl yelped and clung on tighter, as if her trembling legs might rebel and carry her away after them. He intended to make sure they didn’t.

“Set down, and don't move, you hear?” he muttered.

Blond waves bounced as the girl squatted down to the earth. She was chewing on her hair again. He’d tell his brother to get her to stop that.

Then the full lot of the men dashed into the field without so much as a glance at the beasts. He was the only one who paused before jumping into the stiff and unyielding plants.

Kiedreth grunted as he navigated their weight.

“As much as yer arms can carry boys!” instructed gruff voices. “Quickly now! Get it out of the light!”

Some had gloves, others weren’t so fortunate. Kiedreth still had lingering scrapes and bruises on his palms. The moonlight glinted off of the metallic sheen of the grass he was buried hip deep in. He could barely move but that didn’t matter. He’d chosen a patch in unbroken moonlight in full view of the stars. No need to push any deeper into the field. He checked once behind him to make sure she had listened. Nothing but her pale blue irises could be seen straining over the stalks after the shimmering mustangs. So he dove into the work.

Curses drifted over the dry wind. Kiedreth didn’t look up. Cloudcover coming, in which case Kiedreth had to be quick, or scorpions, and he had no fear of the sand sleepers.

He filled his mat full of the golden stuff, then began wrapping it tightly so that none was exposed to the sky. A couple pieces made their way into the deeper parts of the patched pockets of his overalls, and under his hat, but they all did that and Dike knew it.

The shouts intensified. Had to be scorpions. Some folk just didn’t know how to walk soft.

A new light shone on his half wrapped pile. Kiedreth froze. He knew that light.

Slowly, barely daring to let in a raspy breath, he rose from his bent frame, eyes straining upwards from under the brim of the leather on his brow.

It was right there. Right, there. He’d never been this close to them in his entire life. A moonmare stood before him in the grass, closer than a rattler would need to be to strike. Silver glow poured from the flanks of the brilliant horse. Gold light from the moon reflection on the stalks made graceful arcs on its legs and underbelly. The turquoise charm beneath Kiedreth’s button up glowed. The beast exhaled with a short grunt and that dry sparkle of a smell he’d dreamt of as a child washed over his face. His cheeks slackened. He felt cold as a corpse.

That’s why he jumped when he felt her grab his pant leg.

“What in tar-” he started before coming to an abrupt stop.

Neither the girl or the horse stirred. Their eyes were stuck on each other like tar to wood. The star-filled dark orbs of the moonmare on the cold blue ones of the child.

The horse took a step closer, then brought down its magnificent head to place its nose before the face of the little blond girl. A small hand reached out to meet it. Then the moonlight left, and only Kiedreth and the girl remained.

Another shout. Kiedreth brought himself from the trance and looked, adding his own quiet curse to the chorus that was rising in the field beyond. Protectors. Lots of them. Horses thundering beneath the shadow of the cloud, dust and blue light piercing the darkness surrounding them.

Both arms grabbed his niece and lifted her off the ground as he ran, soft but swift, away from the field. His mat filled with brown dead grass remained upon the ground where they’d stood.